1 00:00:02,887 --> 00:00:05,481 (MONITOR BEEPS) 2 00:00:18,647 --> 00:00:22,003 We should do a rota so that someone's always here. 3 00:00:22,047 --> 00:00:23,605 I'll go first. 4 00:00:23,647 --> 00:00:25,239 Just make sure I'm back for three. 5 00:00:25,287 --> 00:00:27,801 I've gotta take Rita to the park to do a shit. 6 00:00:28,927 --> 00:00:29,962 My dad's dog. 7 00:00:31,527 --> 00:00:34,121 - Well, if you're staying, I'm staying. - Maybe I should stay. 8 00:00:34,167 --> 00:00:35,919 We can't all stay. What sort of rota's that? 9 00:00:35,967 --> 00:00:37,798 RAE: Guys... 10 00:00:37,847 --> 00:00:39,758 It's OK. 11 00:00:39,807 --> 00:00:41,525 I'll do it. 12 00:00:41,567 --> 00:00:43,558 You go get some rest. 13 00:00:43,607 --> 00:00:45,802 What's going on? 14 00:00:47,567 --> 00:00:48,795 What's happened? 15 00:00:55,327 --> 00:00:58,683 ( THE CHARLATANS: One To Another) 16 00:01:04,247 --> 00:01:06,715 I hear our day is coming 17 00:01:06,767 --> 00:01:08,962 Gets sweeter every year 18 00:01:09,007 --> 00:01:11,077 Tomorrow could be too easy 19 00:01:11,127 --> 00:01:13,641 And today is gonna be too near 20 00:01:13,687 --> 00:01:15,803 Trust is for believers 21 00:01:15,847 --> 00:01:18,361 And love can keep the faith 22 00:01:18,407 --> 00:01:20,238 I don't need you, I can't buy you 23 00:01:20,287 --> 00:01:22,926 I can't hurt you. 24 00:01:31,847 --> 00:01:34,600 So, why were you all in the car together? Where were you going? 25 00:01:37,407 --> 00:01:38,476 Rae? 26 00:01:40,607 --> 00:01:43,201 - We were going to yours. - Why? 27 00:01:45,007 --> 00:01:47,680 - For the party. - What party? 28 00:01:47,727 --> 00:01:49,160 The flat-warming party. 29 00:01:49,207 --> 00:01:51,721 No! We discussed that. I said it wasn't happening. 30 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:54,641 But I said that it was. 31 00:01:56,487 --> 00:01:58,205 I wanted to talk. 32 00:01:59,927 --> 00:02:03,363 I needed to see you and I couldn't do it on my own. 33 00:02:03,407 --> 00:02:04,920 Well, let's talk. 34 00:02:04,967 --> 00:02:06,161 I can't. 35 00:02:09,487 --> 00:02:10,806 Don't you get it, Finn? 36 00:02:10,847 --> 00:02:12,997 She's in here because of me. 37 00:02:13,047 --> 00:02:14,719 No, she's not here because of... 38 00:02:14,767 --> 00:02:16,325 Rae... 39 00:02:23,567 --> 00:02:26,161 You must be knackered. You go home and I'll wait here, all right? 40 00:02:32,927 --> 00:02:34,883 Oh! 41 00:02:34,927 --> 00:02:37,441 I'll have Karim stick the kettle on. 42 00:02:37,487 --> 00:02:40,320 That's if he can be bothered to get off his backside. 43 00:02:40,367 --> 00:02:43,120 Ever since the council threatened to cut jobs in traffic control, 44 00:02:43,167 --> 00:02:45,158 he's barely moved a muscle. 45 00:02:46,367 --> 00:02:48,164 Even in bed. 46 00:02:48,207 --> 00:02:51,005 That's not normal, Rae. Not with a Bedouin. 47 00:02:51,047 --> 00:02:53,402 They're meant to spend half the night between your thighs. 48 00:02:57,567 --> 00:03:00,320 Oh... Oh, come on, love. Chloe's gonna be OK. 49 00:03:00,367 --> 00:03:03,200 (RACING COMMENTARY ON TV) 50 00:03:03,247 --> 00:03:07,320 Bloody typical. He's done nothing for Monday. 51 00:03:07,367 --> 00:03:09,039 The big four-five. 52 00:03:09,087 --> 00:03:10,566 What? 53 00:03:10,607 --> 00:03:12,279 It's my birthday, Rae. 54 00:03:12,327 --> 00:03:13,726 I'm 45. 55 00:03:13,767 --> 00:03:16,884 Yeah, I know it's your birthday, but why are you saying it like that? 56 00:03:16,927 --> 00:03:19,521 - Like what? - Like it's a well-known thing. 57 00:03:19,567 --> 00:03:21,125 It's a milestone, Rae. 58 00:03:21,167 --> 00:03:24,637 No, it isn't. It's halfway between two milestones. 59 00:03:24,687 --> 00:03:27,599 Well, whatever it is, it's slipped his mind, that's the point. 60 00:03:27,647 --> 00:03:31,560 Even your father used to sing Happy Birthday to me once in a while. 61 00:03:36,887 --> 00:03:39,447 You... go on upstairs. 62 00:03:39,487 --> 00:03:40,886 I'll be up in a minute. 63 00:03:47,407 --> 00:03:48,635 Dear Diary, 64 00:03:48,687 --> 00:03:51,679 to be in a car crash, you first have to be in a car. 65 00:03:51,727 --> 00:03:55,197 And the gang being in that car - that was down to me. 66 00:03:55,247 --> 00:03:59,240 Chloe being in hospital - that was down to me. 67 00:03:59,287 --> 00:04:01,801 My weakness causes damage. 68 00:04:07,727 --> 00:04:10,719 Finn called. He said to call him back on his home phone. 69 00:04:12,167 --> 00:04:15,159 Found those downstairs. 70 00:04:15,207 --> 00:04:19,564 Have a rest, and when you wake up, maybe you can have a look. 71 00:04:20,727 --> 00:04:22,126 Can't. 72 00:04:23,327 --> 00:04:26,160 Look, Chloe wouldn't want you to stop with your studies, would she? 73 00:04:28,087 --> 00:04:29,839 No, Mum. 74 00:04:29,887 --> 00:04:33,197 I need to pass my exams so I can still go to Bristol. 75 00:04:39,127 --> 00:04:40,321 (DOOR SHUTS) 76 00:04:41,927 --> 00:04:43,121 (CLATTER) 77 00:04:52,007 --> 00:04:53,884 (DOORBELL) 78 00:04:55,007 --> 00:04:58,158 Why didn't people tell you when they were coming round? 79 00:04:58,207 --> 00:05:00,277 That way, you wouldn't have to answer the door 80 00:05:00,327 --> 00:05:02,522 looking like Joseph and his Technicolor Dreamcoat. 81 00:05:03,727 --> 00:05:05,365 SOUNDTRACK: Any dream will do. 82 00:05:05,407 --> 00:05:09,400 I don't get it. You can't force someone to drive. 83 00:05:09,447 --> 00:05:10,766 I did. 84 00:05:10,807 --> 00:05:12,240 Now her parents hate me. 85 00:05:12,287 --> 00:05:14,437 - They won't hate you. - Her mum does. 86 00:05:15,927 --> 00:05:19,124 She looked at me like I was Myra Hindley in a long, black wig. 87 00:05:21,407 --> 00:05:22,840 What about you? 88 00:05:22,887 --> 00:05:24,605 What d'you mean? 89 00:05:24,647 --> 00:05:27,445 Well, the whole of Stamford is worried about Chloe, but how are you feeling? 90 00:05:27,487 --> 00:05:30,524 I don't think anyone's worried about me, to be honest. 91 00:05:30,567 --> 00:05:33,320 Well, I am. It's why I'm here, stupid. 92 00:05:33,367 --> 00:05:36,404 I need to keep tabs on my new Bristol buddy, remember? 93 00:05:39,527 --> 00:05:41,119 Can I offer you some advice, Rae? 94 00:05:42,367 --> 00:05:45,598 From someone who has done her fair share of sitting about at home 95 00:05:45,647 --> 00:05:47,524 in sexy dressing gowns. 96 00:05:52,047 --> 00:05:54,436 It's OK to feel shit about yourself. 97 00:05:54,487 --> 00:05:57,160 For a bit. It's totally understandable. 98 00:05:57,207 --> 00:05:59,562 But it's not fair of her parents to blame you. 99 00:06:01,447 --> 00:06:03,517 You need to get out there... 100 00:06:03,567 --> 00:06:05,364 and prove they've got you wrong. 101 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:09,001 You're her best mate. She needs you. 102 00:06:12,367 --> 00:06:14,085 RAE: Katie Springer was right. 103 00:06:14,127 --> 00:06:18,643 I had to stop sitting around feeling sorry for myself and do something to help Chloe. 104 00:06:18,687 --> 00:06:21,679 And that could only begin with a surprise visit 105 00:06:21,727 --> 00:06:25,242 to the headquarters of the official Rae Earl Fan Club. 106 00:06:26,887 --> 00:06:28,445 Mr Gemmell, I... 107 00:06:30,767 --> 00:06:32,564 You'd better come in, Rae. 108 00:06:32,607 --> 00:06:33,835 Thanks. 109 00:06:41,447 --> 00:06:44,120 - Where's Mrs Gemmell? - She's still down at the hospital. 110 00:06:45,287 --> 00:06:46,959 There's nothing anyone can do. 111 00:06:48,087 --> 00:06:50,442 Well, I think you're wrong, Mr Gemmell. 112 00:06:51,967 --> 00:06:54,356 I think that there are things we could do.... 113 00:06:54,407 --> 00:06:57,001 I could do, to help Chloe. 114 00:06:57,047 --> 00:06:58,241 Like what? 115 00:06:58,287 --> 00:07:01,085 Well, for a start, there's her clothes. 116 00:07:01,127 --> 00:07:05,564 See, I know what clothes Chloe likes, so I could just take them to her. 117 00:07:05,607 --> 00:07:07,040 No, wait... 118 00:07:07,087 --> 00:07:10,124 Grapes, that's what you take, isn't it? Grapes. 119 00:07:10,167 --> 00:07:12,158 Does Chloe even like grapes? 120 00:07:12,207 --> 00:07:16,086 No. She likes raisins and sultanas, I think. 121 00:07:16,127 --> 00:07:18,118 But I d... I don't know the difference. 122 00:07:18,167 --> 00:07:19,680 What was I on about? 123 00:07:20,767 --> 00:07:24,601 She likes the ones in the little red box, so I'll just pick some of them up. 124 00:07:24,647 --> 00:07:27,286 Stop talking about dried fruit! 125 00:07:27,327 --> 00:07:29,966 But the main thing is, Mr Gemmell... 126 00:07:31,087 --> 00:07:33,078 You'll like this. 127 00:07:33,127 --> 00:07:34,276 Textbooks. 128 00:07:35,887 --> 00:07:38,526 I could just go up to Chloe's room and get some textbooks. 129 00:07:38,567 --> 00:07:41,365 And then I could read them to her. Over and over. 130 00:07:41,407 --> 00:07:45,241 Because some of it might sink in before, you know, her last exam and she wakes up. 131 00:07:45,287 --> 00:07:46,925 She's asleep, Rae. 132 00:07:46,967 --> 00:07:48,923 No, I know, but some of it might sink in. 133 00:07:48,967 --> 00:07:51,117 No, she won't hear you. She's unconscious. 134 00:07:51,167 --> 00:07:54,125 No, but that's what people do, isn't it? They... 135 00:07:54,167 --> 00:07:56,635 They read and talk to plants. 136 00:07:56,687 --> 00:07:59,645 And vegetables. And that's what makes them grow. 137 00:08:00,847 --> 00:08:03,122 Vegetables - classic(!) 138 00:08:03,167 --> 00:08:04,919 Look, wh... 139 00:08:06,167 --> 00:08:07,805 I appreciate what you're trying to do, 140 00:08:07,847 --> 00:08:10,645 but I really don't think it'll do very much for Chloe. 141 00:08:10,687 --> 00:08:12,803 Besides, you've got your A levels to be thinking about, haven't you? 142 00:08:12,847 --> 00:08:15,156 - So... - That's not important. I don't care. 143 00:08:15,207 --> 00:08:17,437 All the same, my wife and... 144 00:08:17,487 --> 00:08:20,797 We're both... very clear on this. 145 00:08:20,847 --> 00:08:23,236 - That... - Clear on what? 146 00:08:23,287 --> 00:08:24,925 That you've... 147 00:08:24,967 --> 00:08:26,719 you've probably done enough. 148 00:08:29,727 --> 00:08:31,080 It might be best if you... 149 00:08:31,127 --> 00:08:32,640 if you just kept away. 150 00:08:39,807 --> 00:08:41,365 ( 151 00:08:41,407 --> 00:08:42,601 Dear Diary, 152 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:45,002 when life is shit, turn to music. 153 00:08:45,047 --> 00:08:47,163 When life is scrape-it-off-the-walls shit, 154 00:08:47,207 --> 00:08:50,199 turn to Steven Patrick Morrissey. 155 00:08:50,247 --> 00:08:52,158 Because when it's done to perfection, 156 00:08:52,207 --> 00:08:55,199 music speaks to you in a way nothing else can. 157 00:08:57,647 --> 00:09:02,163 Trudging slowly over wet sand... 158 00:09:02,207 --> 00:09:05,802 Sod Mr Gemmell. Chlo needed me. 159 00:09:05,847 --> 00:09:07,917 I could reach her in a different way. 160 00:09:07,967 --> 00:09:10,845 In a better way. In a way only l knew how. 161 00:09:17,647 --> 00:09:19,797 - Karim... - Rae. 162 00:09:19,847 --> 00:09:22,645 Tomorrow is your mother's birthday. 163 00:09:22,687 --> 00:09:24,803 She's think I forget. 164 00:09:24,847 --> 00:09:26,360 I not forget. 165 00:09:26,407 --> 00:09:28,284 Well done. 166 00:09:28,327 --> 00:09:32,161 I will make for her a nice time in this house tomorrow. 167 00:09:32,207 --> 00:09:35,199 And you - you will make a big cake. 168 00:09:35,247 --> 00:09:36,999 - Yes? - Um... 169 00:09:37,047 --> 00:09:39,356 - Well, I can buy a big cake. - For tomorrow? 170 00:09:39,407 --> 00:09:41,637 - Yeah. - After college, you go. 171 00:09:41,687 --> 00:09:43,245 Yeah, I will get a cake. 172 00:09:43,287 --> 00:09:46,996 - A big cake. - A big cake. 173 00:09:48,567 --> 00:09:51,479 Right now, I'm kind of in the middle of something. 174 00:09:52,607 --> 00:09:53,960 Study? 175 00:09:54,007 --> 00:09:56,362 Yeah, something like that. 176 00:10:02,527 --> 00:10:05,200 ( BECK: Tropicalia) 177 00:10:13,687 --> 00:10:16,360 It was time to pull out the big guns. 178 00:10:16,407 --> 00:10:20,958 From the Divine Comedy to DJ Shadow, via Beck and the Boo Radleys, 179 00:10:21,007 --> 00:10:24,886 I had the best back catalogue a girl could wish for. 180 00:10:24,927 --> 00:10:27,043 What followed came from the heart. 181 00:10:27,087 --> 00:10:29,806 The best mix tape I'd ever made 182 00:10:29,847 --> 00:10:33,203 for the best mate I'd ever have. 183 00:10:33,247 --> 00:10:34,965 The only way I could say sorry. 184 00:10:35,007 --> 00:10:37,760 ... Where there's no more confetti to throw... 185 00:10:39,887 --> 00:10:42,606 All l had to do was deliver it. 186 00:10:45,767 --> 00:10:47,280 Got any Elton John, mate? 187 00:10:47,327 --> 00:10:50,000 - Yeah, I'm looking for... - What the fuck?! 188 00:10:50,047 --> 00:10:53,005 It was like seeing a ghost. 189 00:10:53,047 --> 00:10:56,801 A ghost who couldn't be bothered to haunt you half the time. 190 00:10:56,847 --> 00:10:59,156 ...Love is a poverty you couldn't sell 191 00:10:59,207 --> 00:11:02,677 Misery waits in vague hotels 192 00:11:02,727 --> 00:11:04,797 To be evicted... 193 00:11:12,727 --> 00:11:15,605 What's she supposed to play it on? 194 00:11:15,647 --> 00:11:16,875 (SIGHS) 195 00:11:19,167 --> 00:11:21,442 - I can't see how that's going to work. - Well... 196 00:11:21,487 --> 00:11:25,958 you just lay the headphones on the pillow, then the music just drifts up. 197 00:11:27,367 --> 00:11:28,766 I just wanna help. 198 00:11:28,807 --> 00:11:31,321 Exams start tomorrow, don't they? 199 00:11:32,527 --> 00:11:35,166 Exams aren't important, Mrs Gemmell, not any more. 200 00:11:35,207 --> 00:11:37,323 They might not be important to you. 201 00:11:37,367 --> 00:11:39,323 But they were very important to Chloe. 202 00:11:39,367 --> 00:11:40,800 I know. 203 00:11:40,847 --> 00:11:43,042 - She'd been revising. - I know. 204 00:11:43,087 --> 00:11:46,079 And she wanted to revise the night you came round. 205 00:11:46,127 --> 00:11:47,401 I know. 206 00:11:49,807 --> 00:11:52,037 But she's been very lucky. 207 00:11:52,087 --> 00:11:54,806 She regained consciousness an hour ago and now she's sleeping. 208 00:11:56,687 --> 00:11:58,484 Well, can I see her? 209 00:11:59,647 --> 00:12:04,846 When Chloe wakes up, she's going to find out that her exams, business school, 210 00:12:04,887 --> 00:12:08,482 the things she's been planning, have been thrown upside down. 211 00:12:08,527 --> 00:12:13,806 lf the other car had been six inches further over - six inches - 212 00:12:13,847 --> 00:12:15,997 that would've been it. 213 00:12:16,047 --> 00:12:17,799 It would have been fatal. 214 00:12:19,647 --> 00:12:23,686 A cassette tape isn't gonna give her back the future she deserves. 215 00:12:23,727 --> 00:12:25,319 (SOFTLY) Here. 216 00:12:29,647 --> 00:12:30,966 (SIGHS) 217 00:12:31,007 --> 00:12:32,725 ( BLUR: Beetlebum) 218 00:12:36,767 --> 00:12:39,600 Beetlebum 219 00:12:42,287 --> 00:12:44,403 What you done? 220 00:12:47,887 --> 00:12:52,119 She's a gun 221 00:12:52,167 --> 00:12:55,842 Now what you done... 222 00:12:55,887 --> 00:12:57,798 Rae, where've you been? 223 00:12:57,847 --> 00:12:59,326 (MUSIC PLAYS THROUGH HEADPHONES) 224 00:12:59,367 --> 00:13:00,880 - What? - Where've you been? 225 00:13:02,007 --> 00:13:03,326 I was at the hospital. 226 00:13:03,367 --> 00:13:04,720 I've been trying to ring you. 227 00:13:04,767 --> 00:13:06,758 Sorry. 228 00:13:06,807 --> 00:13:08,286 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 229 00:13:08,327 --> 00:13:09,760 Oi, why are you ignoring me? 230 00:13:09,807 --> 00:13:12,196 Rae, have you heard yet? It's great, innit? 231 00:13:12,247 --> 00:13:14,044 ARCHIE: It's better than that. It's fucking fantastic. 232 00:13:14,087 --> 00:13:17,238 Rae, just heard. It's amazing. 233 00:13:17,287 --> 00:13:19,084 Um... This is Katie. 234 00:13:19,127 --> 00:13:20,845 KATIE: Really happy for you all. 235 00:13:22,327 --> 00:13:24,443 So, are we gonna get to see her, or what? 236 00:13:24,487 --> 00:13:27,445 IZZY: Yeah! Her mum said we could go and visit her tomorrow. 237 00:13:27,487 --> 00:13:30,923 So, it was just me that wasn't allowed to see her. 238 00:13:30,967 --> 00:13:32,116 ARCHIE: Oh! This time, I'm driving! 239 00:13:32,167 --> 00:13:34,522 Yeah, last time I let Rae organise a lock-in! 240 00:13:34,567 --> 00:13:37,081 - (LAUGHTER) - FINN: Shut up. 241 00:13:37,127 --> 00:13:39,880 DANNY TWO HATS: The Diet Coke's on the house, but the sherry needs covering. 242 00:13:39,927 --> 00:13:42,236 I've had a ticking-off from Derek at the distillery. 243 00:13:42,287 --> 00:13:45,643 Rae... Rae, are you all right? 244 00:13:47,287 --> 00:13:49,323 Rae, what you doing? 245 00:13:49,367 --> 00:13:51,164 Where are you going? 246 00:13:51,207 --> 00:13:52,526 Rae... 247 00:13:52,567 --> 00:13:54,717 Why am I even anywhere near a pub? 248 00:13:54,767 --> 00:13:56,723 What's there to be happy about? 249 00:13:56,767 --> 00:13:58,041 I nearly killed her. 250 00:13:58,087 --> 00:13:59,202 But you didn't. 251 00:13:59,247 --> 00:14:00,600 Rae, please. 252 00:14:03,087 --> 00:14:04,918 I'm here, Rae, can you not see me? 253 00:14:08,607 --> 00:14:09,960 Look, let's... 254 00:14:10,007 --> 00:14:12,237 Let's spend some time together. Come over to mine and... 255 00:14:13,607 --> 00:14:16,804 You can help me shift that stupid sofabed up the stairs, if you want. 256 00:14:20,087 --> 00:14:21,839 I love you. 257 00:14:24,887 --> 00:14:26,115 I want you back. 258 00:14:28,007 --> 00:14:30,043 I don't deserve it. 259 00:14:30,087 --> 00:14:31,566 That's bollocks. You know it is. 260 00:14:31,607 --> 00:14:33,404 - Is it? - It is. 261 00:14:33,447 --> 00:14:36,598 What's happening to you? You're acting mental. 262 00:14:38,007 --> 00:14:39,804 You sound so surprised. 263 00:14:43,007 --> 00:14:44,156 (SIGHS) 264 00:15:05,927 --> 00:15:07,565 I'm waiting on Kester. 265 00:15:09,047 --> 00:15:10,799 Dr Gill went home. 266 00:15:10,847 --> 00:15:12,280 I'm sorry. 267 00:15:14,127 --> 00:15:16,163 It's Rachel, isn't it? 268 00:15:18,607 --> 00:15:21,360 If you like, Rachel, you can talk to me. 269 00:15:21,407 --> 00:15:23,318 I'll be free in... 20 minutes. 270 00:15:23,367 --> 00:15:25,597 I don't know you. 271 00:15:25,647 --> 00:15:27,877 I'm Dr Allen. 272 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:30,441 Dr Gill and I trained together in Roehampton. 273 00:15:30,487 --> 00:15:32,284 It's no trouble. 274 00:15:33,967 --> 00:15:37,801 Rachel, it's OK. Lots of people have more than one therapist. 275 00:15:37,847 --> 00:15:40,839 I don't want more than one therapist. 276 00:15:40,887 --> 00:15:42,445 It can be helpful. 277 00:15:42,487 --> 00:15:45,320 Would I look like I'm finding it helpful? 278 00:15:48,847 --> 00:15:50,121 (RAE SIGHS) 279 00:15:54,927 --> 00:15:56,201 (GUITAR INTRO PLAYS) 280 00:15:56,247 --> 00:15:59,444 All I wanted to do was help Chloe, 281 00:15:59,487 --> 00:16:01,796 but maybe the Gemmells were right. 282 00:16:01,847 --> 00:16:04,361 Maybe I should do everyone a favour and just stay away. 283 00:16:07,327 --> 00:16:08,316 Rachel? 284 00:16:11,007 --> 00:16:13,043 I'm sorry. I had no idea... Do you work here? 285 00:16:15,047 --> 00:16:17,117 Look, I'm sorry. 286 00:16:17,167 --> 00:16:19,362 I mean, I came in to get a CD before. 287 00:16:19,407 --> 00:16:20,601 One... 288 00:16:20,647 --> 00:16:22,717 But I had to go... go and get some money. 289 00:16:22,767 --> 00:16:24,723 Er, which CD? 290 00:16:26,967 --> 00:16:29,117 It was Elton John. 291 00:16:33,247 --> 00:16:35,078 It's ?9.99. 292 00:16:35,127 --> 00:16:36,401 One... 293 00:16:40,207 --> 00:16:42,721 I don't know why I said what I said next. 294 00:16:42,767 --> 00:16:45,156 It wasn't because he was my dad. 295 00:16:45,207 --> 00:16:48,244 Maybe it was because he was the only person left to talk to. 296 00:16:48,287 --> 00:16:51,563 Or maybe it was just because he looked as shit as I felt. 297 00:16:57,167 --> 00:16:59,442 Just putting the kettle on. 298 00:17:01,727 --> 00:17:03,683 ( The Boy With The Thorn ln His Side) 299 00:17:06,487 --> 00:17:09,365 I am in what is known as a studio flat. 300 00:17:10,687 --> 00:17:13,201 You should come over and visit sometime, maybe. 301 00:17:14,847 --> 00:17:17,520 Got a lot on. Exams and... 302 00:17:17,567 --> 00:17:19,319 GCSEs? 303 00:17:19,367 --> 00:17:21,164 A levels. 304 00:17:23,287 --> 00:17:25,084 (SHE SIGHS) 305 00:17:25,127 --> 00:17:28,324 So, you're not living with that woman any more, then? 306 00:17:28,367 --> 00:17:30,164 No, no, no. That's all over. 307 00:17:30,207 --> 00:17:31,799 Huh! 308 00:17:31,847 --> 00:17:33,485 Strange woman. 309 00:17:33,527 --> 00:17:36,246 She refused point-blank to have a sense of humour. 310 00:17:36,287 --> 00:17:38,847 I mean, that is one thing that I will say about your mum. 311 00:17:38,887 --> 00:17:40,684 We did have a great laugh. 312 00:17:42,087 --> 00:17:43,759 She mentioned you yesterday. 313 00:17:43,807 --> 00:17:45,877 Did she? 314 00:17:45,927 --> 00:17:47,724 Yeah. 315 00:17:47,767 --> 00:17:50,964 She said you used to sing to her on her birthday. 316 00:17:51,007 --> 00:17:52,599 Really? Why? 317 00:17:52,647 --> 00:17:55,719 Yeah, well, it's not like she talks about you on a regular basis or anything. 318 00:17:59,287 --> 00:18:02,085 I don't think I treated your mum very well, Rachel. 319 00:18:03,607 --> 00:18:04,881 I regret it. 320 00:18:08,327 --> 00:18:10,124 Maybe you should tell her. 321 00:18:10,167 --> 00:18:12,442 I don't think that'd go down very well. 322 00:18:13,927 --> 00:18:17,203 You don't realise what it's like to have the chance to say sorry 323 00:18:17,247 --> 00:18:19,681 for something bad that you've done. 324 00:18:21,047 --> 00:18:24,084 Rae... I don't think she'd thank me for it. 325 00:18:24,127 --> 00:18:25,924 Yeah, well, it's the right thing to do, so... 326 00:18:25,967 --> 00:18:27,286 (SOFTLY) Oi... 327 00:18:27,327 --> 00:18:28,362 Oh, please don't. 328 00:18:28,407 --> 00:18:30,716 - Please. - No... lt's fine. 329 00:18:30,767 --> 00:18:33,076 - Hey, come on. - No... 330 00:18:36,447 --> 00:18:37,675 Sorry. 331 00:18:37,727 --> 00:18:39,399 Look, I don't know what to do. 332 00:18:40,967 --> 00:18:42,798 (SNIFFS) 333 00:18:42,847 --> 00:18:45,202 Will you answer me a question? 334 00:18:48,047 --> 00:18:52,359 Do you think the fact that I let people down the whole time 335 00:18:52,407 --> 00:18:55,240 and the fact that I always fuck things up, 336 00:18:55,287 --> 00:18:57,721 do you think that's something that I get from you? 337 00:19:02,127 --> 00:19:03,845 Put it this way. 338 00:19:03,887 --> 00:19:06,321 I don't think you get it from your mother. 339 00:19:10,047 --> 00:19:11,162 Thank you. 340 00:19:13,847 --> 00:19:15,200 And I still fuck up. 341 00:19:17,287 --> 00:19:19,164 I think that's what happens. You know, 342 00:19:19,207 --> 00:19:22,483 the longer you leave your mistakes, the harder it is to put 'em right. 343 00:19:24,087 --> 00:19:26,726 You only get one chance to fix your fuck-ups, Rae. 344 00:19:34,767 --> 00:19:36,359 Look, don't worry. 345 00:19:37,727 --> 00:19:39,319 I'll stay out of your record shop. 346 00:19:43,127 --> 00:19:46,597 But I will think about what you said about your mum. 347 00:19:52,247 --> 00:19:55,876 ( DJ SHADOW: Building Steam With A Grain Of Salt) 348 00:19:57,847 --> 00:19:59,883 I thought about what my dad said. 349 00:19:59,927 --> 00:20:02,487 You only get one chance to fix things. 350 00:20:02,527 --> 00:20:06,998 I had one night left to revise for sociology and I knew what I had to do. 351 00:20:41,447 --> 00:20:44,484 Sociology Paper 1 is two hours long. 352 00:20:44,527 --> 00:20:47,803 The time now is 11.45, so you have until 1.45. 353 00:20:47,847 --> 00:20:49,519 You may turn over your papers. 354 00:21:07,967 --> 00:21:10,765 I had decided I should take my A levels. 355 00:21:10,807 --> 00:21:12,957 I should take them for Chloe. 356 00:21:21,647 --> 00:21:22,966 How was it? 357 00:21:23,007 --> 00:21:24,725 D'you know what, Chop? Not too bad. 358 00:21:24,767 --> 00:21:27,804 How come you left the pub like that, then? 359 00:21:27,847 --> 00:21:29,405 Should I be worried about you, Raemundo? 360 00:21:29,447 --> 00:21:32,200 Not any more. Thanks, though. 361 00:21:32,247 --> 00:21:34,477 - (SHE GIGGLES) - Look. 362 00:21:34,527 --> 00:21:36,995 Here she is. Stamford's own Cindy Crawford. 363 00:21:37,047 --> 00:21:38,844 - How was it? - It was all right. 364 00:21:38,887 --> 00:21:41,321 - All right? - What questions did you do? 365 00:21:41,367 --> 00:21:44,006 - Er, the one about population. - What about the other two? 366 00:21:45,207 --> 00:21:48,324 You were meant to do three questions. 367 00:21:49,407 --> 00:21:51,318 One question, Izzy. 368 00:21:51,367 --> 00:21:53,085 Well, I did three. 369 00:21:53,127 --> 00:21:54,685 And Tracy Munroe did three. 370 00:21:54,727 --> 00:21:59,005 And everyone else who I was talking to in the canteen just now did three. 371 00:22:00,047 --> 00:22:01,844 Did you only do one question, Rae? 372 00:22:01,887 --> 00:22:03,798 (SCOFFS) 373 00:22:03,847 --> 00:22:06,077 No! 374 00:22:06,127 --> 00:22:08,083 (THEY LAUGH) 375 00:22:08,127 --> 00:22:09,845 - Right, see ya. - IZZY: See ya. 376 00:22:11,007 --> 00:22:14,477 - (BOMB WHISTLES AND EXPLODES) - (MOUTHS) 377 00:22:14,527 --> 00:22:15,482 How'd it go? 378 00:22:16,927 --> 00:22:18,440 Yeah, it was all right. 379 00:22:18,487 --> 00:22:20,842 Yeah? D'you want a lift? 380 00:22:20,887 --> 00:22:23,037 It was weird how Katie kept turning up, 381 00:22:23,087 --> 00:22:25,806 but I needed to get away from the scene of the crime. 382 00:22:26,927 --> 00:22:28,121 Yeah. 383 00:22:29,727 --> 00:22:31,080 (MUSIC PLAYS ON STEREO) 384 00:22:31,127 --> 00:22:33,357 So, were you just driving past, then, or...? 385 00:22:33,407 --> 00:22:35,204 I came to get you, didn't I? 386 00:22:35,247 --> 00:22:38,239 We were worried about you yesterday in the pub. 387 00:22:38,287 --> 00:22:39,686 We? 388 00:22:39,727 --> 00:22:41,797 Me and Finn. 389 00:22:41,847 --> 00:22:43,405 When we saw you leaving. 390 00:22:44,527 --> 00:22:47,246 So, I just wanted to check to see if you were OK. 391 00:22:48,887 --> 00:22:50,240 I hope you don't mind. 392 00:22:51,327 --> 00:22:52,680 No. No, it's fine. 393 00:22:55,127 --> 00:22:56,958 He's a big softie, isn't he? 394 00:22:57,007 --> 00:22:59,157 I had no idea he was so sensitive. 395 00:22:59,207 --> 00:23:02,165 Well, don't you remember him from college? 396 00:23:03,767 --> 00:23:05,837 Never talked to me at college. 397 00:23:07,007 --> 00:23:08,520 No-one did. 398 00:23:08,567 --> 00:23:10,046 At least, not to my face. 399 00:23:11,287 --> 00:23:13,482 (ENGINE ACCELERATES) 400 00:23:13,527 --> 00:23:15,836 Can you just slow down a bit, please? 401 00:23:15,887 --> 00:23:17,764 I'm only doing 30, Rae. 402 00:23:24,287 --> 00:23:26,118 Come on, so what questions did you do in the exam? 403 00:23:26,167 --> 00:23:27,600 Just pull over! 404 00:23:27,647 --> 00:23:29,956 - You don't have to drive. - Rae, chill out. 405 00:23:30,007 --> 00:23:32,475 Will you just pull over? Please, I promise 406 00:23:32,527 --> 00:23:34,245 - it'll all be OK. - Rae, we're not even there yet. 407 00:23:34,287 --> 00:23:36,676 Just pull the fuck over! Now! 408 00:23:36,727 --> 00:23:37,716 (TYRES SCREECH) 409 00:23:39,207 --> 00:23:41,721 Sorry, I'm not used to these brakes. 410 00:23:43,727 --> 00:23:45,558 (MUSIC OFF) 411 00:23:45,607 --> 00:23:50,237 Listen, Rae, tell me to mind my own business with Finn and stuff. 412 00:23:50,287 --> 00:23:52,039 But I just thought you'd wanna know. 413 00:23:52,087 --> 00:23:54,203 No, it's fine. 414 00:23:56,847 --> 00:23:59,680 Er, it's open, Einstein. 415 00:24:04,447 --> 00:24:06,119 - See ya. - See ya. 416 00:24:09,247 --> 00:24:13,365 Even Katie couldn't help me un-fuck-up two sets of A levels. 417 00:24:16,887 --> 00:24:19,003 I just needed some space away from everyone 418 00:24:19,047 --> 00:24:21,800 to figure out how I was gonna sort everything out. 419 00:24:28,047 --> 00:24:29,162 ALL: Surpr... 420 00:24:29,207 --> 00:24:31,516 - Oh... - Bollocks. 421 00:24:31,567 --> 00:24:33,046 There were two options. 422 00:24:33,087 --> 00:24:35,999 Either I'd totally forgotten the big four-five 423 00:24:36,047 --> 00:24:38,641 or Michael Aspel was about to appear and say, "Tonight, Rachel Earl, 424 00:24:38,687 --> 00:24:41,155 "this is your pathetic excuse for a life." 425 00:24:41,207 --> 00:24:43,277 ALL: Surprise! 426 00:24:43,327 --> 00:24:46,000 (SCREAMS IN DELIGHT) 427 00:24:46,047 --> 00:24:47,765 (LAUGHS) 428 00:24:47,807 --> 00:24:49,525 Oh...! 429 00:24:49,567 --> 00:24:51,046 (EXCLAIMS) 430 00:24:52,687 --> 00:24:54,006 Hello! 431 00:24:54,047 --> 00:24:55,605 (MUSIC PLAYS) 432 00:24:58,607 --> 00:25:00,598 LINDA: OK, everybody. 433 00:25:00,647 --> 00:25:02,399 ALL: Speech! 434 00:25:02,447 --> 00:25:04,005 LINDA: OK, um... 435 00:25:04,047 --> 00:25:08,484 When a 43-year-old woman goes to Peterborough Leisure Centre 436 00:25:08,527 --> 00:25:10,483 for her weekly aqua-aerobic class... 437 00:25:11,607 --> 00:25:15,236 ...she doesn't expect to meet a man who'll turn her life upside down. 438 00:25:15,287 --> 00:25:18,723 And he slotted into our life right away, didn't he, Rae? 439 00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:20,405 His name was Karim. 440 00:25:20,447 --> 00:25:22,483 Still is. 441 00:25:22,527 --> 00:25:24,961 And he's lovely. 442 00:25:25,007 --> 00:25:27,202 Because he does things like this. 443 00:25:27,247 --> 00:25:31,479 And without him, I wouldn't be having a happy birthday. 444 00:25:31,527 --> 00:25:33,677 I'd just be having a birthday! 445 00:25:33,727 --> 00:25:34,762 (ALL CHUCKLE) 446 00:25:34,807 --> 00:25:37,844 At least there were still some places on this earth 447 00:25:37,887 --> 00:25:39,639 where good people could have a nice time, 448 00:25:39,687 --> 00:25:42,645 safe from the chaotic influence of Rachel Earl. 449 00:25:42,687 --> 00:25:45,326 Er, I put baby to nap. 450 00:25:45,367 --> 00:25:47,278 - Then party! - (CHEERING) 451 00:25:47,327 --> 00:25:48,316 Perfect! 452 00:25:48,367 --> 00:25:49,595 Oh! 453 00:25:49,647 --> 00:25:51,877 (BELL DINGS) 454 00:26:01,687 --> 00:26:04,155 Holy cock and balls. 455 00:26:04,207 --> 00:26:07,085 - (DOORBELL RINGS) - Oh, excuse me. 456 00:26:07,127 --> 00:26:08,879 I'll get it. 457 00:26:08,927 --> 00:26:10,599 - I'll go, Rae. - No... 458 00:26:10,647 --> 00:26:12,046 LINDA: Rae! 459 00:26:14,047 --> 00:26:16,436 - Hello, Linda. - What the f...? 460 00:26:23,487 --> 00:26:25,717 Get him out of here now. 461 00:26:25,767 --> 00:26:28,327 - He w... - Now! I'm telling you. 462 00:26:32,727 --> 00:26:35,241 Right, you can't be here. You've gotta go. 463 00:26:35,287 --> 00:26:36,766 I just came to say happy birthday. 464 00:26:36,807 --> 00:26:38,126 No, you can't. 465 00:26:38,167 --> 00:26:40,476 You come in here, you... 466 00:26:40,527 --> 00:26:42,245 OK, just-just sit there. 467 00:26:43,767 --> 00:26:46,076 No, you've had enough. 468 00:26:51,167 --> 00:26:53,078 OK, so he's gonna stay... 469 00:26:53,127 --> 00:26:55,277 No, look at him, Rae. 470 00:26:55,327 --> 00:26:57,716 Look. This isn't just my day. 471 00:26:57,767 --> 00:27:00,156 - And look at all the work he's done. - I know... 472 00:27:00,207 --> 00:27:02,357 - No, shut... - Mum! 473 00:27:02,407 --> 00:27:04,841 (ON PIANO: Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word) 474 00:27:18,567 --> 00:27:22,276 What have I gotta do to make you love me? 475 00:27:26,247 --> 00:27:30,559 What do I have to do to make you care? 476 00:27:33,727 --> 00:27:37,959 What do I do when lightning strikes me 477 00:27:41,327 --> 00:27:45,639 And I wake up and you're not there? 478 00:27:48,527 --> 00:27:51,883 So sad, so sad 479 00:27:51,927 --> 00:27:56,125 It's a sad, sad situation 480 00:27:56,167 --> 00:28:02,242 And it's just getting more and more absurd... 481 00:28:03,327 --> 00:28:04,646 Go. 482 00:28:06,807 --> 00:28:09,196 (SIGHS) No. 483 00:28:10,287 --> 00:28:13,836 Whoa, whoa, whoa. All right! All right, don't fight. 484 00:28:13,887 --> 00:28:17,277 - I'm going. No need to fight. - Please...! 485 00:28:17,327 --> 00:28:19,761 No, don't go. Um, let's have some cake. 486 00:28:21,407 --> 00:28:23,762 Have we got any cake? 487 00:28:35,407 --> 00:28:40,606 Since when is it OK to do that... to this family in this house? 488 00:28:40,647 --> 00:28:43,878 - Well, he's my family. - He's not your fucking family. 489 00:28:44,887 --> 00:28:46,878 He had his chance. 490 00:28:46,927 --> 00:28:49,122 You knew it was my birthday, Rae. 491 00:28:49,167 --> 00:28:51,601 But I forgot. 492 00:28:51,647 --> 00:28:52,921 Cos that's what I'm like. 493 00:28:52,967 --> 00:28:56,198 It's how I've always been. I get it from him. 494 00:28:57,847 --> 00:29:01,044 Everything I touch turns to shit, Mum. 495 00:29:02,687 --> 00:29:05,997 And when I try to say sorry, no-one lets me. 496 00:29:07,087 --> 00:29:10,124 When I try and put it right, I only make it worse. 497 00:29:10,167 --> 00:29:12,727 The fuck-ups, oh, they just keep coming. 498 00:29:12,767 --> 00:29:14,280 But this, Rae. 499 00:29:14,327 --> 00:29:16,238 This, today. 500 00:29:16,287 --> 00:29:18,482 This was a mistake. 501 00:29:18,527 --> 00:29:22,645 But if you're talking about what happened to Chloe... 502 00:29:22,687 --> 00:29:24,837 if you're blaming yourself for that... 503 00:29:26,327 --> 00:29:27,646 ...then don't. 504 00:29:27,687 --> 00:29:29,040 That's not your fault. 505 00:29:31,647 --> 00:29:33,319 You don't get anything from him. 506 00:29:33,367 --> 00:29:34,516 Yeah! 507 00:29:38,767 --> 00:29:39,916 So... 508 00:29:41,167 --> 00:29:43,044 ...what are you gonna do now? 509 00:29:44,527 --> 00:29:46,119 I wanna see Kester. 510 00:30:03,727 --> 00:30:05,479 (HE SIGHS) 511 00:30:05,527 --> 00:30:06,960 I like parking here. 512 00:30:08,487 --> 00:30:12,844 This is the ugliest building in Stamford, so when you're in here, you can't see it. 513 00:30:16,927 --> 00:30:20,920 My shifts have changed, so I don't work weekends any more. 514 00:30:20,967 --> 00:30:23,322 They should have sent you a letter about it. I'm sorry they didn't. 515 00:30:27,527 --> 00:30:29,199 The accident was my fault. 516 00:30:34,927 --> 00:30:37,316 If you think it was your fault, 517 00:30:37,367 --> 00:30:39,244 why are you calling it an accident? 518 00:30:51,407 --> 00:30:55,639 Did I ever tell you that when I was 17, when all this was black and white... 519 00:30:57,167 --> 00:31:02,116 ...I got asked to train, to try out for Wrexham Football Club. 520 00:31:02,167 --> 00:31:03,486 My team. 521 00:31:04,527 --> 00:31:06,358 Did I ever tell you that? 522 00:31:06,407 --> 00:31:09,922 I thought you weren't allowed to tell me anything from your life. 523 00:31:09,967 --> 00:31:13,721 And even though I knew, deep down inside, that I wasn't good enough... 524 00:31:13,767 --> 00:31:16,645 I mean, I wasn't even the best footballer in my school. 525 00:31:16,687 --> 00:31:18,917 ...I still went. 526 00:31:18,967 --> 00:31:23,006 I stood there in line with all the other lads, in our tracksuits and our hair. 527 00:31:25,207 --> 00:31:28,677 Three days running around in the pissing rain and I barely got a touch of the ball. 528 00:31:28,727 --> 00:31:31,082 Complete and utter disaster. 529 00:31:31,127 --> 00:31:33,846 Well, it's not the best story I've ever heard. 530 00:31:36,927 --> 00:31:38,565 But... 531 00:31:38,607 --> 00:31:42,486 if I'd never have gone, then I'd never have known. 532 00:31:42,527 --> 00:31:44,882 And that would have been torture. 533 00:31:46,287 --> 00:31:48,721 Just because I didn't deserve a place... 534 00:31:48,767 --> 00:31:51,122 didn't mean I didn't deserve a chance. 535 00:31:53,167 --> 00:31:54,805 Someone saw something in me. 536 00:31:56,007 --> 00:31:58,965 Just like someone - some stuffy professor - 537 00:31:59,007 --> 00:32:01,282 saw something in you. 538 00:32:02,847 --> 00:32:05,281 But this is where we differ, you see? 539 00:32:05,327 --> 00:32:07,522 You and me. 540 00:32:07,567 --> 00:32:10,957 Because you are good enough and you can do it. 541 00:32:12,487 --> 00:32:14,318 But you have to take your chance. 542 00:32:15,647 --> 00:32:17,205 You owe yourself that. 543 00:32:24,527 --> 00:32:25,596 Two more sessions. 544 00:32:26,887 --> 00:32:29,481 That wasn't a session. That was a story. 545 00:32:29,527 --> 00:32:31,404 It was a story session. 546 00:32:31,447 --> 00:32:35,759 I can't think about Bristol, Kester. I need to see Chloe. 547 00:32:36,847 --> 00:32:39,407 I need to say sorry, but her family won't let me. 548 00:32:39,447 --> 00:32:40,596 Come on.... 549 00:32:41,887 --> 00:32:43,081 Come on. 550 00:32:43,127 --> 00:32:45,641 Since when have you let other people stop you doing what you want? 551 00:32:45,687 --> 00:32:50,283 I'm glad you came around today... 552 00:32:52,687 --> 00:32:54,518 ...one more time, because... 553 00:32:54,567 --> 00:32:57,081 ...I sure need 554 00:32:57,127 --> 00:33:00,119 A good companion 555 00:33:02,047 --> 00:33:04,607 I'm losing it 556 00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:08,799 But you're the same 557 00:33:08,847 --> 00:33:11,315 Without you... 558 00:33:11,367 --> 00:33:13,244 Are you OK, Rae? 559 00:33:16,327 --> 00:33:19,125 They say I'll be out by the end of the week. 560 00:33:19,167 --> 00:33:21,635 They must know about the leavers' ball. 561 00:33:29,567 --> 00:33:32,240 (SIGHS) I've messed everything up, Chlo. 562 00:33:33,887 --> 00:33:38,278 It's like the crash was just the start of it. 563 00:33:38,327 --> 00:33:40,238 Well, you know why we crashed, don't you? 564 00:33:41,447 --> 00:33:43,961 Cos I made you drive. 565 00:33:47,727 --> 00:33:49,638 It's because you saw my hand. 566 00:33:55,247 --> 00:33:57,203 It's cos we're friends. 567 00:34:00,367 --> 00:34:02,244 That's what did it. 568 00:34:05,887 --> 00:34:08,606 lf I hadn't have kept looking down... 569 00:34:08,647 --> 00:34:11,320 if I hadn't have been worried about seeing this... 570 00:34:14,807 --> 00:34:17,480 ...then I'd have been looking where I was going, wouldn't I? 571 00:34:19,407 --> 00:34:21,045 And I'd have seen that car. 572 00:34:26,367 --> 00:34:27,846 I've got your back, babe. 573 00:34:35,407 --> 00:34:37,682 Have you been giving yourself a hard time? 574 00:34:39,527 --> 00:34:40,755 It's OK. 575 00:34:42,007 --> 00:34:44,999 Katie said it's all right to feel shit about yourself. 576 00:34:45,047 --> 00:34:48,835 I'm not sure how I feel about that Katie Springer. 577 00:34:48,887 --> 00:34:51,196 She's wrong... 578 00:34:51,247 --> 00:34:53,283 anyway. 579 00:34:53,327 --> 00:34:56,558 Right, you've got no reason to feel shit, so just... 580 00:34:56,607 --> 00:34:58,643 just carry on what you're doing. 581 00:35:00,327 --> 00:35:02,124 Doing what, Chlo? 582 00:35:03,727 --> 00:35:06,287 I'm not gonna take my exams if you can't. 583 00:35:07,487 --> 00:35:10,445 I'm not going through all of this 584 00:35:10,487 --> 00:35:12,603 for us to both miss out on our exams. 585 00:35:14,647 --> 00:35:17,241 You're the only one who can do them, anyway. 586 00:35:18,367 --> 00:35:19,766 Well, that's not true. 587 00:35:19,807 --> 00:35:22,037 - I was joking. - Oh. 588 00:35:22,087 --> 00:35:23,600 Kind of! 589 00:35:27,087 --> 00:35:28,884 Promise me you'll be brilliant at them. 590 00:35:37,127 --> 00:35:38,719 Rachel... 591 00:35:40,487 --> 00:35:41,886 I don't want to make a scene. 592 00:35:41,927 --> 00:35:43,326 Then don't. 593 00:35:50,967 --> 00:35:52,605 (SIGHS) 594 00:35:54,727 --> 00:35:56,001 I should go anyway. 595 00:35:56,047 --> 00:35:58,277 Will you please do me a favour? 596 00:35:58,327 --> 00:36:00,318 Um... 597 00:36:00,367 --> 00:36:01,641 OK. 598 00:36:01,687 --> 00:36:03,564 Will you bring me some chocolate?! 599 00:36:14,207 --> 00:36:15,526 I've got your back. 600 00:36:23,487 --> 00:36:26,047 Promise me you won't hurt yourself again. 601 00:36:26,087 --> 00:36:27,839 I promise. 602 00:36:35,207 --> 00:36:37,402 Chloe had been the one in the car crash, 603 00:36:37,447 --> 00:36:39,881 but it was me she'd pulled from the wreckage. 604 00:36:41,047 --> 00:36:43,641 She made it OK to think about the future again. 605 00:36:48,647 --> 00:36:51,366 I decided to own up about Chloe's exam paper. 606 00:36:51,407 --> 00:36:56,800 But I had no idea just how pissed off Mum would actually be when I told her. 607 00:36:58,647 --> 00:37:01,320 - Don't start. - Don't you start with don't start! 608 00:37:09,647 --> 00:37:12,957 How was it ever going to work, Rae? 609 00:37:14,607 --> 00:37:15,881 It wasn't. 610 00:37:15,927 --> 00:37:20,045 (SIGHS) I'll have to inform the exam board. I've got no alternative. 611 00:37:21,247 --> 00:37:25,206 They'll probably stop you from taking any more of their papers. 612 00:37:25,247 --> 00:37:28,319 But, can I take other papers from other boards? 613 00:37:28,367 --> 00:37:30,085 Not at this college, no. 614 00:37:31,527 --> 00:37:34,041 It... It's not Rae's fault. 615 00:37:36,167 --> 00:37:39,523 Things have been difficult at home recently. 616 00:37:39,567 --> 00:37:42,320 My ex-husband's been around causing trouble. 617 00:37:42,367 --> 00:37:45,757 And my current husband, who's a lollipop man, 618 00:37:45,807 --> 00:37:48,765 has been told he's going to be losing his job. 619 00:37:48,807 --> 00:37:51,480 The council want to replace him with a pelican crossing. 620 00:37:51,527 --> 00:37:54,360 So, what with the crash 621 00:37:54,407 --> 00:37:57,604 and all the pressure I've been putting on her to do her revision, 622 00:37:57,647 --> 00:38:01,845 things have been a sort of hell at home for Rae these last few days. 623 00:38:03,567 --> 00:38:09,199 She would be the first person ever in our family to go to university. 624 00:38:09,247 --> 00:38:10,726 Ever. 625 00:38:10,767 --> 00:38:13,998 She deserves that. 626 00:38:14,047 --> 00:38:15,719 You know she does. 627 00:38:15,767 --> 00:38:17,883 (APPLAUSE) 628 00:38:20,407 --> 00:38:23,524 Er, there is a thing called special circumstances. 629 00:38:23,567 --> 00:38:25,285 lf I can talk to your therapist today, 630 00:38:25,327 --> 00:38:28,205 then perhaps we can make a case for a retake. 631 00:38:29,327 --> 00:38:32,125 But you'll have to take it now before your English paper. 632 00:38:32,167 --> 00:38:33,919 There's a 24-hour rule. 633 00:38:33,967 --> 00:38:35,719 And there it was. 634 00:38:35,767 --> 00:38:37,246 The great escape. 635 00:38:37,287 --> 00:38:39,881 Steve McQueen had his motorbike. 636 00:38:39,927 --> 00:38:42,885 Rachel Earl had a middle-aged white woman in a hijab. 637 00:38:48,767 --> 00:38:51,600 - You were incredible. - No, you were stupid. 638 00:38:51,647 --> 00:38:52,875 Stupid. 639 00:38:52,927 --> 00:38:54,918 Don't you let yourself down, do you understand? 640 00:38:54,967 --> 00:38:56,958 There's people counting on you. 641 00:39:00,167 --> 00:39:01,566 (SIGHS) 642 00:39:03,807 --> 00:39:08,961 PRINCIPAL HARRIS: Sociology Paper 1 is two hours long, giving you until noon. 643 00:39:10,087 --> 00:39:11,679 You may turn your paper over. 644 00:39:13,967 --> 00:39:15,446 Dear Diary, 645 00:39:15,487 --> 00:39:17,955 there is something about taking an exam 646 00:39:18,007 --> 00:39:20,396 that feels less pressured than normal life. 647 00:39:20,447 --> 00:39:23,723 I think it's because no-one who reads this paper 648 00:39:23,767 --> 00:39:27,476 will ever know who I am or what I've been through. 649 00:39:27,527 --> 00:39:29,438 All they will know is my name. 650 00:39:29,487 --> 00:39:32,559 Love, love is a verb... 651 00:39:32,607 --> 00:39:37,761 Every word I wrote on the page was like taking a step back from the edge. 652 00:39:37,807 --> 00:39:40,560 My future is mine for the taking. 653 00:39:40,607 --> 00:39:42,518 My future belongs to me. 654 00:39:42,567 --> 00:39:44,558 ...Gentle impulsion 655 00:39:44,607 --> 00:39:47,963 Shakes me, makes me lighter... 656 00:39:49,407 --> 00:39:50,601 - Rae... - I just wanna talk. 657 00:39:50,647 --> 00:39:52,126 - Go on... - If you'll let me. 658 00:39:52,167 --> 00:39:53,964 Rae, what do you...? What do you mean? 659 00:39:54,007 --> 00:39:55,281 Finn... 660 00:39:56,567 --> 00:39:58,603 - I'm sorry I pushed you away. - Right, OK. I... 661 00:39:58,647 --> 00:40:01,844 See, I'm getting better. I promise. I'm sorting my head out. 662 00:40:01,887 --> 00:40:03,718 - I know... - Look, Finn, 663 00:40:03,767 --> 00:40:07,680 I don't care if we are together long-term 664 00:40:07,727 --> 00:40:10,844 or short-term or officially... 665 00:40:10,887 --> 00:40:13,037 - Rae, I think we should just... - I don't care, because I need you, 666 00:40:13,087 --> 00:40:15,647 Finn Nelson, and you need me. 667 00:40:15,687 --> 00:40:18,155 - Right, we need to sit down and talk. - Talk about what? 668 00:40:18,207 --> 00:40:19,401 About you changing your mind about things. 669 00:40:19,447 --> 00:40:21,039 Yeah, I know, but... 670 00:40:21,087 --> 00:40:22,964 I'm not gonna do that any more. 671 00:40:23,007 --> 00:40:24,679 I'm not. 672 00:40:24,727 --> 00:40:27,195 I promise. Let's just say that... 673 00:40:27,247 --> 00:40:30,398 I'm your new flatmate, cos you know what happens 674 00:40:30,447 --> 00:40:32,438 when you have a boy flatmate and a girl flatmate, 675 00:40:32,487 --> 00:40:33,715 - don't you? - Yeah, yeah, I know. 676 00:40:33,767 --> 00:40:36,235 You get a flatmate-with-benefits scenario. 677 00:40:36,287 --> 00:40:38,721 - Yeah? OK? - I know, I know, just hold on a second. 678 00:40:38,767 --> 00:40:40,325 - Come on. - Hold on. No, no, no, Rae, please. 679 00:40:40,367 --> 00:40:42,927 - No, Finn. Why are you being weird? - Please, please. No, no. No, stay... 680 00:40:44,207 --> 00:40:45,435 Rae. 681 00:40:53,367 --> 00:40:54,925 - Where you going? - Move, Finn. 682 00:40:54,967 --> 00:40:57,401 No, Rae... Rae... Please don't. 683 00:40:59,207 --> 00:41:01,038 What?! 684 00:41:01,087 --> 00:41:02,281 What, Finn?! 685 00:41:04,127 --> 00:41:05,116 (DOOR SLAMS) 686 00:41:20,247 --> 00:41:23,205 - Can I help you, love? - Er, yeah. Um... 687 00:41:24,647 --> 00:41:25,921 Um... 688 00:41:27,247 --> 00:41:29,807 I... I-I wanna see Kester. 689 00:41:29,847 --> 00:41:32,964 - Kester? - Kester Gill, yeah. 690 00:41:33,007 --> 00:41:36,477 Kester Gill doesn't work here any more. He hasn't worked here since April. 691 00:41:37,727 --> 00:41:39,285 What? 692 00:41:39,327 --> 00:41:41,124 No. 693 00:41:41,167 --> 00:41:42,839 Can you check again? 694 00:41:42,887 --> 00:41:44,525 No, I don't need to check. 695 00:41:44,567 --> 00:41:47,320 - He doesn't work here. - Can you check again, please? 696 00:41:47,367 --> 00:41:49,198 He hasn't worked here since April. 697 00:41:49,247 --> 00:41:50,726 Right, I'll just go and get him, then. 698 00:41:50,767 --> 00:41:52,803 No... No, you won't. 699 00:41:52,847 --> 00:41:55,680 - Kester! - No, no, he's not down there, so don't... 700 00:41:55,727 --> 00:41:58,844 - Kester! - That's enough now. You need to go now. 701 00:41:58,887 --> 00:42:01,401 - Why are you doing this? - I'm not doing anything. 702 00:42:01,447 --> 00:42:03,961 - Now, come on. Come on. - You're just a liar. 703 00:42:04,007 --> 00:42:05,235 You're a liar. 704 00:42:05,287 --> 00:42:06,845 (SHE PANTS) 705 00:42:18,167 --> 00:42:20,886 (DISCORDANT MUSIC SWELLS) 706 00:42:41,327 --> 00:42:43,238 (INDISTINCT, DISTORTED SPEECH) 707 00:42:43,287 --> 00:42:44,402 What are you doing? 708 00:42:44,447 --> 00:42:47,803 (DISCORDANT MUSIC CONTINUES) 709 00:42:49,727 --> 00:42:52,844 You don't want to be doing that. Come on, come on. Come in. 710 00:42:52,887 --> 00:42:54,286 Come in with me. Come on. 711 00:42:54,327 --> 00:42:55,726 Come on. 712 00:42:55,767 --> 00:42:57,166 Come on, you're all right. 713 00:43:05,927 --> 00:43:08,361 PRINCIPAL HARRIS: English Literature Paper B is three hours long. 714 00:43:08,407 --> 00:43:10,363 The time now is precisely two o'clock, 715 00:43:10,407 --> 00:43:14,286 meaning, for those of you who don't do maths, you have until five. 716 00:43:14,327 --> 00:43:15,999 You may turn your papers over. 717 00:43:28,207 --> 00:43:30,198 ( BJ?RK: Army Of Me) 718 00:43:52,847 --> 00:43:56,476 Stand up 719 00:43:57,807 --> 00:44:02,642 You've got to manage 720 00:44:03,767 --> 00:44:07,760 I won't sympathise... 721 00:44:07,810 --> 00:44:12,360 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0